I have no idea bout this at all :(

it just sometimes i friend wit u but sometimes not..

still remember last time we always sms-ing to each other but now, no at all..

i like a 傻瓜only MSG u u didn't reply me also..

just sometimes u reply me once or twice..

I've no idea why our friendship become like that..

since when we become like that !!

when he's dead, u didn't tell me bout it but u told Puteri..

did u ever think how i feel ??

i dunno when, Joanne used Ur phone to call her sister and she told u Ur balance..

u just 'shh', seems like u dun wanna let me know cox u think I'm sensitive..

but let me tell u, i have no response when Joanne tell u Ur balance is RM40 something..

i might feel sad cox Ur phone got money but didn't reply.. it's OK for me!!

i understand that I'm disturbing u always and i keep talking nonsense if u think so but i just wanna know u more..

last time u always said that we're 姐妹 , but now, our friendship is getting more far..

don't u realise??

it's sad to me that our friendship had ruined til like this but what can i do?

it's reality and i have to wake up !!

when we're not together, they'll automatically ask us whether we're fight or what..

i dunno why they ask me like that..

maybe b'cox we're always together last time but not now..

i just hope that our friendship will become like past time..

sharing our secret, our happiness together..

~CheeSan~

so.. so.. so..

so, me and my brother can't communicate at all..
when he fetched me from school, he just drive his car and I'm just listening to radio.. OMG !!
can't believe that I didn't talk to my brother.. just teach me how to communicate with him..
Btw, he's too cool to talk with, and arh.. he did got a girlfriend if I'm not mistaken..

...

lol..
I have to memorize that history for presentation and doing notes til the last chapter.. damn it.

one more, I really cant leave without Adam Lambert, my love.. ILY Adam Lambert !!

Friend forever..

A simple friend has never seen u cry,
A real friend has shoulders soggy from ur tears.

A simple friend doesn't know ur parents' first name,
A real friend has their phone numbers in her address book.

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to ur party,
A true friend comes early to help u cook and clean.

A simple friend hates it when u call after she has gone to bed,
A real friend asks u why u took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk to u about their problems,
A real friend seeks to help u with ur problems.

A simple friend wonders bput ur romantic history,
A real friend could blackmail u with it.

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest,
A real friend opens ur refrigerator and help herself.

A simple friend thinks that friendship is over when u have an arguement,
A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after u've had a fight.

A simple friend expects u to always be there for them,
A real friend expects to always be there for u !!

4th July 2011

I just can't believe.. I just add a guy as my fake brother but I make my buddy angry cox I didn't told her bout that.. I dunno that she still angry with me anot but I've deleted him from my siblings list.. Hope that she won't angry with me anymore.. sorry that i didn't told u bout that.. Lee, I'm sorry bout that.. 真的对不起..  我只是玩玩而, 我不知道你会生气..
我知道你生气因为我没有告诉你.. 我知道你很难过因为什么关于他的你是看他的面子书才知道.. 所以我讲信用 我讲从我的siblings list中delete他 我就真的delete他 因为我要让你知道我是一个讲信用的人.. 我说得到就做得到.. 你不要再气我了好不好?? 酱我很难受的了.. 我知道因为Dream的事你已经很难过的啦.. 所以就不要在气了好不好.. 对不起啦 !!!

Annoying Orange - Lady Pasta

I hate this..

I really hate this.. i just wanna be myself.. I love online, singing..
But u just do something and broke me down.. she always like that.. don't care 'bout my feeling...
She totally love my brother more than me.. What my brother does she won't scold but just scold me...
I really can't stand for it.. I want to be a singer, not an accountant..
But you false me to be an accountant.. I wanna be a singer cause I love singing.. I love music..
I listened to you, I take account.. but I don't want account actually.. I hate account !!! But I take account cause you told me so..
I've listen to u, obey to ur rules, anything.. but u still scold me..
Sometimes, I just wanna online for a while but u scold me.. but if my brother onlie, u didn't even scold him and just let him online.. u say that we can't online when school days but u let my brother to online.. Anything that I dislike and all my feelings I just write in Facebook or tell my friends cause I really can't tell u.. If I tell u, u will cold me or like don't care 'bout me.. just ignore..
Did u actually know my feeling?? U just hurt me anytime and didn't even care 'bout me.. Lots of secret I just keep in my heart or tell to my buddy.. I'll never tell u cause I know that u won't understand me..
Everytime, u just talk bad 'bout me in front of ur cousins or ur friends.. and u just say good things
bout my brother in front of them.. did u actually think how I feel when u say such things?? No !!!


u really don't know anything 'bout me.. u didn't even care 'boy me before at all.. u just know how to scold me and blame me in anything.. I've really tired being in this kind of situation.. I've really tired.. I wanna end this right now..


I just wanna be myself and chase my dream !! and u didn't even let me hang out with Yeal Lee and Vivian cause u think both of them are bad girls but actually they are not bad girls.. u just judge them by their cover.. u didn't even know 'bout them and just judge them..


Ok, I've tired being like this.. listenig to u, obey to u.. That's it !! I'll join with Yean Lee and Vivian.. and also Chiu Nie they all.. OK??


I'm not don't want to listen to u but I know exactly what I want..